time passes very slowly when im ploughing through my notes.
time passes very quickly when i look back and realise how little i've completed each day.
time passes very slowly when i count the number of days i have left to the end of exams.
time passes very quickly when i count the number of days i have left to the start of exams.

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i wonder how it feels to be spiritually filled.
i wonder how it feels to be so filled with His love.
i wonder how it feels to be so on fire for Him.
i wonder how long i'll take to feel all of that.
i wonder when i will respond to an alter call when i know deep down in my heart that i have to go.
i wonder when i will feel the desire to want more of Him.
i wonder when i will feel the need to put in more effort in this relationship.

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i feel that im at my stupidest when i try my best to please you. i hope that was a smile of assurance.